Mel (11:28:59 PM): “Man… you ever had that… not so fresh… feeling?”
BelIasouI (11:29:38 PM): lol
BelIasouI (11:29:40 PM): epic.
BelIasouI (11:30:48 PM): so yeah
BelIasouI (11:30:52 PM): google has it all.
BelIasouI (11:32:36 PM): for effective douching, anytime of the month.
BelIasouI (11:32:44 PM): oh no my brotha, you’ve got to get your own.
Mel (11:32:48 PM): lmao
Mel (11:36:49 PM): LOL… You’re going to make me have a coochie rinsing convo one way or another, huh?
BelIasouI (11:37:54 PM): lol @ going to your mom for pussy advice
Mel (11:37:58 PM): LMAO
BelIasouI (11:38:27 PM): lol this is goin on the myspace.
Mel (11:38:46 PM): Trying to enjoy a day on the lake… and she’s coming with the “Mom… have you ever had a musty muff?”
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This is what happens when I spend too much time on youtube..

I lay my head on his chest and night and listen to his heart beating, and it’s the most beautiful sound I’ve ever heard.

I rarely have dreams, but every time I happen to have one, it’s always some earth shattering shit. I’m down in Dallas visiting family, and my little sister, my cousin Myisha and I stayed up late messing around on youtube and watching tv. I didn’t go to sleep until roughly 4am, yet I was right back up at 8am due to a dream that I had. I had that dream where I randomly find out that the person I love is happy with someone else. That shit is NOT the business. I walked up to the house (for some reason, in this type of dream, there’s always a big picture window in front that’s so clear and so wide that you can see every damn thing that’s going on in there) and saw him snuggling and cuddling with some ho who was pregnant. Since this was a nightmare its obviously his bastard child she was carrying. They were folding up baby clothes and laughing mad loud. As a result, I go running off into the sunset in slow motion, crying. The dream lasted all of 45 seconds, but the shit was so detailed down to the living room furniture being exactly the same. The only unfamiliar thing I saw was the chick he was with. Weird. So I end up waking up so damn distraught and teary eyed, I couldn’t even go back to sleep. So now I’m left to wonder if this is just a dream, or if it’s foreshadowing for an event to come, or if it signifies something completely different. Maybe it was a sign that I need to do things differently or that situation could potentially be the end result. Regardless, it bothered me.